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mother of pearl

let me drift on the currents of the sea sinking easefully as the cool waters wrap me up and pour me into the shell of an oyster to be cradled in the jagged layers of calcium i am undone in the stillness turned inside out scrubbed raw, skin crawling, shuddering in sheer discomfort until iContinue reading “mother of pearl”


and so i have arrived on the precipice  with apprehension–or perhaps excitement– stirring through my bones. i lift my eyes, feeling the sun glow hot on my back as the waves crash on the rocks below. what deep gratitude there is, what soft relief, what overwhelming awe in being afraid and doing it anyway. thisContinue reading “zero”

searching for crocuses

the matted layer of damp leaves coats the blackened soil i comb through them, scanning for specks of green  but no such luck.  the slumbering bulbs are still nestled in the Earth. i am reminded of you, tucked away  in the folds of my brain.  never knowing when you might sprout. finding nothing for today,Continue reading “searching for crocuses”

poetry series, part 1

It has been a while, but I have returned! Since it is April, I have decided to focus mainly on poetry. This is something I wrote that was inspired by my experience on the Cancer new moon in 2021: raspberry moon stones chatter under my feet whisking me along the forked path.  i am carriedContinue reading “poetry series, part 1”

trickster magic

this is a poetic reflection on tricksters as “in-between” creatures, inspired by The Magician card in tarot, and various mythologies: the magician stands before the table, draped in a red cloth, surrounded and fragrant roses. a knowing smile dances on their lips as they gaze at all the elements before them. they hold a candleContinue reading “trickster magic”

G2: how to heal

Originally posted on rarasaur:
Your body is not small. The total surface area of the human lung could be spread to the height of a brachiosaurus. If you want to heal,you must firstfind every bruised place. Your body is not obvious.It sheds forty thousand cellsevery minute,and who knows how many of thosewere the last to…

about the blog

Welcome. I am so glad you’re here. My purposes with this website are to practice exploring my journey in a more public setting, with the intention of cultivating vulnerability, authenticity, and illumination along the way. It was recommended to me to start a sort of online journal that could be seen by others, and soContinue reading “about the blog”


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